I just have to decide.

September 14, 2009

Sometimes all we have to do is decide to be happy. We have to make that decision because life gets hard, life gets complicated and sometimes its our own subconscious that doesn't allow us to be fully happy. It's like our mind is playing tricks on us. You know that feeling when you're sitting in your room late at night and its like a rush of cold air hits you? That kick in the stomach and before you know it the tears are rolling down your face? Maybe if we just make up in our mind that we are going to strive for happiness- then it'll come. We have to decide to be happy. That pit in your stomach will go away and we can finally be content. Content with our decisions, content with where we are. There comes a point when what everyone else says doesn't matter. There comes a point when its my life, my decision and regardless of what other people say, prod, encourage and push - I'm going to do what I'm going to do. Just one little spark starts the fire, it looks like its my time to make my spark.

You can't make it feel right when you know its wrong.

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