This is my now.

July 6, 2009

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
Today, I had my first day of my LSAT class. I took an LSAT, did surprisingly better than I thought and started everything. I feel like I'm starting college again, with all the emotions that came the first time around. Nervous to leave home because of the anticipation of the first day. Who would my roommates be? Would we get along? Would my professors like me? Would I like Boston? And, after all the nerves, blogs, and bbm's I'm here. Sarah & Lacy, yes, so far so good, YES. So far this experience had been everything I hoped it would be when I signed up in March. It's going to be the most challenging experience I think I've ever had thus far in my twenty-two years, but it's also going to be the most rewarding. This time in my [our] lives is the coolest time because we have a chance to really figure out what we're supposed to be doing, who we're supposed to be and in all that discovery, we're allowed to fail. We're allowed to fall, scrape the shit out of our knee and pick ourselves back up and keep going.

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt. That was then, this is my now. And I have the courage like never before. I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.

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  1. :) i love you Kris and I'm so proud of you for doing this!!!

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