Standing still.

“We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected’s just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives.”
-Grey's Anatomy

I love this quote. I love all Grey's Anatomy quotes but I think this one is incredibly applicable for place I'm at right now. With this whole LSAT test thing EVERY week it's gets a little frustrating when I'm not climbing the genius ladder like so many of my classmates. I feel a little bit robbed. I knew this was going to be a hard process but maybe my own expectations are set a little too high, because I'm starting to wonder why I'm clinging to them as if my life depended on them. But according to Meredith and Grey's Anatomy, the unexpected is what's going to change my life. Let's do this, 180 here I come.

For me it's all about the support system I have. Maybe that's a bad thing because I do rely on the people in my life a lot. This weekend my oldest friend, literally have known her since the day she came home from the hospital (I was only 6 months old!) came to visit me. We haven't spent more than 2 weeks together at a time ever in our entire lives but every time we're back together it's like nothings changed. It's the most amazing relationship and I know that regardless of where we both end up, she will always be there. She's my blessing from London.