Complete peace.

January 21, 2009

You know those days when you just have empty thoughts? You’re driving and nothings really running through your mind. You’re not making a mental checklist, you’re not consulting your planner, and its almost as if your mind took a day off and you’re at complete peace? That’s where I’m at today. Complete peace, a place where nothing can stir me.

I’m finally accepting that in 101 days I’m going to be walking across a stage, accepting a piece of paper that will define by last four years. I’m accepting the fact that Malibu isn’t going to be my home much longer and that, at this point in time, I don’t know where that place will be. I’m accepting that the relationships I’ve built over the past four years are going to change soon, but they will not be lost. I’ve accepted the fact that I cannot know what the future holds nor can I fully understand what my future will be, but I also understand that I’ve been given a choice.

I can either leap into my unknown future with reckless abandon and be excited for what the world is holding for me or I can live my life, never really experiencing it for fear of change. I’ve accepted that life’s going to come whether I want it to or not and I’ve chosen to open my eyes and jump, with reckless abandon, into the world. I’m at peace, and I’m jumping in.

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