Will my weakness fall?

Sometimes I wonder if I’m strong enough - Am I strong enough to make it through the day to day? Through the trials? Through the pain and hurt? Will I find the courage to survive it? Will I find the strength to fight my way through? Sometimes I feel like I’m doing all I can to keep my head out of water, to stay up, to keep fighting. Is it enough, am I enough? Do I have what it takes to make it through? To win?

Will my weakness fall and and now make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again
If I be renewed and find forgiveness by the strength I’ve never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God’s plans?

Me, and only me can decided if I have what it takes. But can I make it work? Can I succeed? Can I take the privileges and advantages I have been given and make something of myself?

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life’s unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don’t go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you’ll miss the whole damn thing

Everyone goes through self-doubt, the feeling that nothings gonna cut it. But its up to me. I answer to me, I fail according to me, I succeed within myself. No one else fails or succeeds in respect to me. I win , I succeed, and in the end, I am enough.